Introduktsia: Zdorovenki. Welcome to Project VISKA. Depending on your learned environment, my name is either Violet, Sylvia, or Katja. Vi, S, Ka. Project VISKA is the combined lifelong effort to put all of my stuff in one centrally accessible nexus. I am a 26 year old russian speaking american woman living in the mental state of New York. I like to write about love, physical constraints, and dreams. There is a demon god that controls material reality, and the True Lord who is far away up above, somewhere. I do not like programming. I love ARCHANGEL:NEMESIS very deeply. Mind your learned environment, and you'll have nothing to fear.
I play violin, guitar, vocal, rollerblade, sometimes draw. mostly write. Photography is nice. I like sociology and anthropology a lot. I like to try and get my head around why humans do the things that they do. I don't go on many websites regularly anymore, except for 4chan. Its not all that healthy for the spirit, but sin mitigation in a closed environment is very important, lest that garbage boils over. Personally its a lot healthier than hours on an algorithmic slot machine. Only if you can keep yourself in check, though.
look at the skies, look at the mountains. the internet is only a place, don't let it subsume you. Or if you do, atleast go full send and meld your consciousness into the binary. Don't give your soul to tech companies, they're pining after em bigtime. they'll snatch em right up if you're not careful!!!!! So be careful.
Listen closely: You need to be in a constant state of screaming terror at everything you see on a daily basis. Otherwise, you've let the demon win. He already wins at material reality, but you have the power to scream in horror and deny him this one specific win.
There is something weird going on. You feel it too, don't you?
Any further contact can be saught here: https://bsky.app/profile/violetlafleur.bsky.social Website updates atleast every friday. Maybe.
books and stories i like:
Movies i like:
Mad Max Fury Road, Happy Together (Wong Kar Wai), Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence, Trainspotting, La Haine, The Mist (Frank Darabont), The Thing, Aliens
Anime I like:
Truth be told there isnt much quarter for anime around here. I'm pretty sure the medium just doesnt resonate as much as it does for other people, even that real artsy stuff like madoka or whatever is just kindof a see it and forget it kinda thing. more-over its some real demiurgal garbage with that gacha stuff. Like its pretty cynical, these characters are designed by straight up marketing psychologists in order to tap into the lonely weeb pervert's brain, tap into it like a razor-precise icepick. tap into that animal gamble pinpoint and create illustrations and vocal cues so fine tuned to that pinpoint that the poor fool ends up spilling his wallet open cashola and all. It doesnt even stop at the gatcha garbage, people fill up entire fucking cabinets with japanese funkopops that go for a 100+ USD each. Homeboy(OR GIRL) that tokyo ghoul figurine is no different than a deadpool funkopop.
Anyway what was I saying. Ya, Boogiepop Phantom is pretty cool. Akiba Maid War is fun. 5cm per second is a winter warm bitter sad film i return to every so often. Hellsing, Watamote, Attack on Titan, and Chuunyibou are ones I liked watching a lot in my childhood. Horou Muzuko/Wandering Son is a painful thing that twists my heart to witness.
Anime adjacent things I'm more fond of: Subarashiki Hibi was my first foray into Theater of Cruelty and has gripped me to never let go, its a horrible sickly wonderful thing that lives in my soul, Wonderful Everyday. Katawa Shoujo holds a special embrace of my heart as I played it when I was a young and impressionable. By golly did it leave an impression. The band from K-ON! makes really cute songs. Vocaloids are lovely.
Games I like:
SOMA, Cruelty Squad, Fallout New Vegas, Far Cry 5, Bastion, This War of Mine, The Long Dark, Life is Strange, Max Payne 3, Postal 2, Prey 2017, Project Snowblind, Red Faction Guerrilla, STALKER Shadow of Chernobyl, State of Decay, Subnautica, FTL Faster Than Light, Balatro, Recettear, Left 4 Dead 2, Call of Duty 5, Post Void, Receiver 2, Hatsune Miku Project DIVA, Eldritch
Music i like: